And we did it...

Well, Jayson and I have managed to do it. Yes "it"...ha. We made a baby. Today i am 4w5d and I think it may have been the first day of morning sickness. I am unsure of how to feel. I am so scared things will repeat from Chase or my previous blighted ovum. Seeing the excitement that Jayson shows, I would be devastated to have to tell him that things were heading downhill. But then i want so badly to be happy and enjoy this. I think once we see this little bean, I will relax a little. There are most certainly pros and cons for finding out so early in a pregnancy. I know I love this little thing so much already.