Monday, January 12, 2009

Another update...

Well, I suppose an update is in order here. Things have been very crazy but such is life I am learning. I had a miscarriage in November and it was a smooth miscarriage (as much as it can be). This makes miscarriage #2 and then of course the loss of Chase, so I am honestly done with the whole loss thing! However, I never got a period after that miscarriage in November because I got pregnant again right away! Thats right0 pregnant again! So here I am- 7w5d today and feeling cautiously optimistic again. I have an ultrasound tomorrow morning to check dates- so excited!

Odd thing is, the last few days I have felt NOTHING. I was nauseas and tired, sore breasts, the whole nine yards. And then just overnight, it seemed to disappear. It was gone for about 4-5 days and I was really concerned that it was over yet again. However, this morning I am not feeling too great. The realist in me wants to chalk it up to my pb&j sandwich that I had for breakfast just wasn't the right choice first thing in the morning. But the optimist in me wants to hope this is a return of the nauseas. I did sleep literally all day yesterday and still managed to get a good nights rest in last night. I assume we will know for sure in the morning. My- how a day can seem so long!

On a different note, it seems that the sickies are finally getting better in our house. Jayson is felling back to normal and it seems Emma's viral pneumonia is gone with the help of antibiotics, thankfully. Erilyn is just fine- being her little pistol self and getting into everything but isn't that what the third year is dedicated to?

I am going to chug some water, it feels as though this may be more than my regular upset tummy. Hmmmm....fingers crossed today for tomorrow.